1. |
ashamed
14:56
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now the flowers are blooming
and my death is looming
it feels all consuming
this anx i ety
i'll enjoy the weather
summer lasts forever
love is like a tether
to the world
clouds in trees on mountains
water in the fountain
adversity surmounted
now it's boring
once i went searching
to sate my heart's yearning
the fire that was burning
reduced to ashes
people all the same
don't they feel ashamed
now i feel ashamed
and i'm crying
sitting reading mao
thinking what should i do now ?
picked an apple from the bough
and i smashed it on cement
oh
the lord
is good
evergreen oh evergreen
salmon in the stream
east hastings
and the ocean ...
baby let it go
there's magma then there's snow
it's something you should know
there's no body
there's evil in my heart
it's too late (now) to start
i take little part
in society
crack open my skull
the police are the law
fuck the bourgeois
property is theft
if darkness is the absence of light,
then there is only light
ive been through storm and strife
and gained nothing
dreams of persecution
lawyer , allocution
judge passes a verdict
not guilty - death sentence
who classified the senses ?
who gave being diremption ?
incapable of redemption
who the fuck are you ?
oh the lord is good to me
pacify emotion
pissing in the ocean
sharing oxytocin
those days are gone
never had a purpose
went and joined the circus
then someone informed him
"there's no way out"
there's night and there is torture
there's glory, there are fortunes
there's war and there's extortion
i am sleeping
love is in the air
flowers everywhere
i am in despair
there's nobody
gertrude mckinnon
was living, now she's gone
a picture of a dog
on her gravestone
breeze ruffles the leaves
the dead here are at peace
in Jesus, asleep
oh , the senses
if this is a fantasy
where lies reality ?
if everything is wrong
what should i do ?
oh the lord is good
suffering like i should
how did the wind gain direction ?
how do mountains stay so calm ?
who will be me after im gone ?
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2. |
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i read your email
you won't see me again
i slept late
and when i woke up i wept
it's almost summer
and i am depressed
i saw the doctor
and got a prescription
silence me
regretably
you weren't the one
i
was a fool
to believe
in love
now
that i know
what this world's
about
i'll
stay at home
and i won't
go out
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3. |
learning 2 cope
04:19
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this life is an instant.
return
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4. |
flowers in the void
11:40
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5. |
fatalist, the dawn
13:24
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valorisation
a warm habitat
go on vacation
castles made of sand
pacification
slave away for it
accept castration
learning to submit
ask it of the dawn
where has my life gone
there are stratus clouds
blocking out the sun
flagrantly unjust
sitting out to rust
standard protocol
im not having fun
shooting coyotes
liberality
continentally,
all is not as one
ridicule and jest
pleasures of the flesh
prodigality,
i belong to none
shimmering desire
believing a liar
oh how her charms
captured me
no beauty,
vanity
and vanity
is all i've ever known
i gazed into her
crystal ball
it reveal to me
my destiny
aha !
now that i know
what the fortunes hold,
what is left for me
to discover ?
sorrow in my heart
ashes of her love
oh how woefully
i remember her
so now i will go
into the unknown
do not send for me
i will not return
in the wilderness
found eternal bliss
as my soul departs
she is there
i take her hand
and i'm not scared
heaven's gate
i am home at last
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bored infinity Vancouver, British Columbia
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